Everybody's leaving. Seems like they're running away. And chats are getting more complicated.
Pady and Fredy left as well. Luke will be leaving in a week.
Laura - who's been with Fredy for more than a year now - cried all way home yesterday. She really broke down. I couldn't do anything except for keep on talking. That's what I always do and I'm usually good at. And she said that it really helped.
She didn't sleep this night. Her eyes were so tired today. She must have been crying all night and day...
Anyways,....
Internet Friendships are fun. I got to know amazing people on the net. One of my best friends ( _Nin ) whom I've met a several times already. And my gorgeous
_Anne alias Mediodia [link] who is just the best and funniest and completely .... similar to me. Which is kind of scary but.. nevermind, right? - but - yeah, of course there had to be a "but" right? - you'll never know how the person you're writing to would pronounciate what they say. And just because we don't put smilies after every sentence doesn't mean that we're angry or mean or anything. Just don't try to "have a go" on everybody just because we don't .. LOL. Or laugh our ass off.
School is going great. Recieved some A's. Which is nice. Really nice. It's just Maths and Latin coming up. Maths is ... no problem, usually. Latin is but... hell I'll be able to manage that somehow. I just didn't exactly figure out how, though.
So called Friends... or people I enjoy having a chat with. ^___^
So Anna left yesterday. Noone cried, it wasn't even sad. People who do not really know Anna think that she can't be sad at all, but I know her. And I know better than that. She was sad. I'm going to call her today. Hopefully. Because it's her birthday as well. I just have to get her phonenumber. But I will.
I'm already scared. I just hate Latin and simply thinking of it makes me want to throw up and makes me stop breathing. I hate it, and I'm scared I'm going to fail. Because in Austria, when you fail one subject you have to do the whole year again. And that's just unacceptable for me and my family. Of course, my family would be very dissappointed, but not as much as I would. .. Anyways, so I'll be learning the next 3 weeks instead of being online. I hope it works.
Aaaand I have a question my friend Anne [link] already asked : How to put all your friends with their Icons into a box so that everybody can see it? Do I have to subscribe in order to do that??
And thanks for leaving all those comments ony my journal [link] and [link] !!
Ha. Met Anna yesterday.
xD Guess her parents hate me now. But who cares.
She leaves at 5am tomorrow. She doesn't know but I'll be waiting for her at the airport, to say goodbye and get rid of a million of tears. Gosh, I'm such a baby.
Watching "Friends" and listening to fun music. Want to change my mood. Theehe. Haha. - It's not working.
I'm working on some new pieces. Gave up on realism. I don't enjoy it right now, might get back to it later on. I'm starting to enjoy taking pictures. Photography. <33
It's a wonder what the number of pageviews can do to me. 400, already. Daha. It took _only a month. No, still ... - I like it.
Anna will be leaving the day after tomorrow. I'm listening to all those sad songs currently. Actually they're not even sad but they make me cry because it makes me think of Anna. Her parents don't allow me to visit her btw. because they think that the family is of more importance. Hate them right now.
Everythings going on so perfect.
My bf thinks that somethings wrong with me and yesterday whenever he called I missed him. Today I can't get through to him.
xxx
Won't you come see about me? // I'll be alone, dancing you know it baby
Tell me your troubles and doubts // Giving me everything inside and out and
Love's strange so real in the dark // Think of the tender things that we were working on
Slow change may pull us apart // Then the light gets into your heart, baby
Don't You Forget About Me
Don't Don't Don't Don't
Don't You Forget About Me
Go away!
What's wrong? Parents?
What do they do to you.. ??
They ignore me.
Will you stand above me? // Look my way, never love me // Rain keeps falling,
rain keeps falling // Down, down, down
Will you recognise me? // Call my name or walk on by // Rain keeps falling, rain keeps falling // Down, down, down, down
You don't know any of my friends! You don't look at any of my friends! And you certainly wouldn't speak to any of my friends!!
Don't you try to pretend
It's my feeling we'll win in the end
I won't harm you or touch your defenses
Vanity and security
Don't you forget about me
I'll be alone, dancing you know it baby
Going to take you apart
I'll put us back together at heart, baby
Don't You Forget About Me
Don't Don't Don't Don't
Don't You Forget About Me
Or will you walk away?
Will you walk on by?
Come on - call my name
Will you all my name?
Complicated
